WHY CANT I BE HAPPY ? WHY MUST I BE SO COMPLICATED LIKE THIS .
tags: /complicated
Of course it hurt that we could never love each other in a physical way. We would have been far more happy if we had. But that was like the tides, the change of seasons—something immutable, an immovable destiny we could never alter. No matter how cleverly we might shelter it, our delicate friendship wasn’t going to last forever. We were bound to reach a dead end. That was painfully clear. Yes every time I see you, I swallow my pride and try not to act like i care.No matter how badly I am dying inside, I wouldn’t let you see it because I don’t wanna lose everything in the end.I don’t know how long it’s gonna keep haunting me but it’ll eventually be over, yes it will :’(
tags: /complicated
